Optimistic Patty

A very close friend of mine told me my blog was depressing. She's right. No more PP (pessimistic patty). I'm gonna be OP again (optimistic patty). lol.

some day, one day .. i'm looking forward to that day. : )


ps.
I need a trip to Europe asap. Preferably Italy. If I could not be Korean, I would choose to be Italian :) I love the way they talk, I love how they love food and best of all, they're all about the FAMILIA!


... I've been watching too many italian movies haha.

I wish I could just sleep through this all. Just sleep sleep and sleep and wake up and its all over. The pain, hurt, loneliness, the longing .. everything.

I got a haircut.

I did something retarded with my bangs (again). But I wanted a drastic change of some sort. Kind of backfired on me but whatever haha.

P.S.

I hate Valentine's Day.

Hello again.

Everything happens for a reason. I HATE THAT SAYING -- but it is so true. But I still hate it.

Anyway, in light of the current changes occurring in my life.. I want to go back to the things I've neglected in the past year. God, my friends, my future and career. and even writing on this silly page that no one probably reads but me. I want to be independent again. I'm going to study study study and work hard to reach my goals - no more distractions. I know I'm in for a struggle the next few months, but I'm going to gather every ounce of strength and will power I have to persevere.

ugh

life is rough right now.
not to sound emo or anything. i'm not emo.
but i would think that i should be higher up on my happiness scale.

Post College

sucks.

don't ask me what my plans are after.

i know just as much as you, hah.